Everything Under the Son

It is May 5th. Three years ago today, I was big and pregnant, and looking forward to life with Natalie and Carson. I had no idea how my life was about to change. I had no clue that my world was going to be forever different. I didn't know that I was going to be changed and different...but God knew.

Only 14 days until Carson's third birthday in heaven. I can't help but picture what he might look like as an active three-year-old. I wonder if his hair would be brown like Natalie's or blonde like Levi's. Would he have those same LONG eyelashes that Natalie and Levi have? When he was born, he had that little turned-up nose like Natalie's...

Really, no matter what he looked like, I know he would be beautiful to me. The pictures I have of him are beautiful to me, though to others they may look different. That's the beauty of being a parent...all of your children are precious in your sight, just as we all are to God.

I can't wait to see them both in Heaven...God and Carson, hand in hand, waiting to greet me!

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